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22:19 Feb 29 2008
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*psst*



For those that don't know and are questioning if anyone has ever gotten a 100 on the Acolyte test, only one person has ever done it.



Me.....



If you don't believe me you can refer back to my screen shot of the test results in my journal.





Oh yeah this is really random of me I guess...I just saw someone ask that question in a journal comment for when everyones favorite sock passed the test.

20:23 Feb 29 2008
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I snagged this little screenie earlier this morning. Thought it was cute. Plus I got it with the other 2 screen shots I got this morning when playing Dofus.

23:39 Feb 27 2008
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Well the last few days I spent away from this site helped me a lot. Dofus released a test server that is based here in America so there are less people running around bothering me in French. I got the chance to start my own guild in game and they are an awesome group of people. Not to mention most of them are good friends of mine and Johns. Plus me killing things helped me take out my violent PMS moods on something other than idiots on here. I am back to doing my normal VR thing (which was pretty much nothing) and working on redesigning the old profile. I have even debated changing my name yet again...That way I can start over and only let the people that I actually like know who I am. It isn't about the rating score for me. Its the fact I just don't like so many people bugging me. I just don't want to redo the database yet again...I haven't even finished it this time around.



I've honestly haven't really cared. I would log on to check my email and then close out of everything and play Dofus. I needed to just take some time away and think. I even let my email pile up.



The good news is my uncle is coming down from New York to visit this Saturday. Also a few more of our friends are coming down for Franks wedding. That means it's going to be a huge group of Dofus players at a wedding. I wonder if the bride and groom are going to dress as their characters...I hope not. I don't want to see John's best friend in a bikini.



Back to catching up on all my different websites and then off to play some more Dofus.

17:07 Feb 25 2008
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*bangs head against the wall*



If you are coming into my journal to defend someone else do me a favor and just turn around now. I don't care to hear it. I really just want to take whoever does that shit and bash there fucking heads into a steel wall. Yes, I do know that this is the internet. But for fucks sake. I don't do anything to start shit. Other people tend to start it with me for no fucking reason.



To be honest, I don't even know why I'm still on here. In the course of one day I may receive a total of 2 messages. Mostly replies to Acolyte questions I answer. I don't really talk to anyone on here for a reason. I do write in my journal, rate every so often, and browse through other peoples journals. But the majority of my day on this site is just sitting here doing nothing.



So if you want to start drama with me go ahead...I don't give two shits anymore. It just gives me something to do during the day. Breaks up the day and keeps my mind off the fact I could die soon.



Oh and those that don't know why I could die....try reading more than just this section of my journal.

03:44 Feb 25 2008
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I have a pussy on my neck....

21:46 Feb 24 2008
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Today just fucking sucks. I'm having fun with some friends playing Dofus and in the middle of a important fight my computer shuts itself off. Then I check my article that I submitted and find out it is the lowest rated one ever. All because of a stupid fucking illiterate bitch. This is will be my rant of the day and then I'm going to go curl up in a ball because of how much pain I am in.



You are a fucking retarded bitch. You think that you are hot shit and you aren't. You got pissed off because I did my fucking JOB as an admin. I don't care if you rate me a 1, have your whole coven rate me a one, or shit like that. It doesn't mean anything to me. It just proves more and more that you are a stupid fucking cunt. Keep spreading your lies. One of these days it is going to catch up to you.



As my mother used to say, you are going to keep picking on people and one day, someone isn't going to take it anymore and they are going to kick your ass. If you act like you do online in real life...good god you are going to end up dead somewhere.



-.-



*runs to her bed with a heating pad and pain killers*

08:58 Feb 24 2008
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Well I submitted my first member article. I hope it gets approved and published. ^_^



Its awesomeness.



Well not really, but I did put a lot of thought into it while I was in the shower.



It seemed like a good idea then. lol

For all the Drama Queens out there
00:30 Feb 24 2008
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SHUT UP!





No one cares....really.



Oh and this is just directed in general. If you take offense then you need to step back and think about it.

08:14 Feb 23 2008
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For the next couple of days, maybe weeks, I won't be too active on here. I'm getting burned out, pissed off, and just overall sick of the drama. I will log in and probably check on my normal journals I keep up with, do the House thing, but don't expect me to do much more. I don't care enough to deal with petty bullshit. I have too much going on with me right now for that. I won't talk to anyone but my closer friends and answer Acolyte questions.



If it doesn't show me online on this account, I'm most likely hiding on my other one and those that know who I am can message me there. Frankly, I just don't want to deal with all the bull shit that seems to be sprouting from the adults on this site.

22:53 Feb 20 2008
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Well today is really a day for them. These are the last 2 rates I have gotten. Obviously people can't read anymore. I think helmets should be in order for many of these people.

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Profile for Sulky0Uya

Sulky0Uya

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Date: 17:18:39 - Feb 20 2008

Rating: 4

Comment: give you the same rate you gave me enjoy.











Lakai

| Block |





Date: 17:07:16 - Feb 20 2008

Rating: 4

Comment:







The first one I probably rated as a whelp, the second one is a mosquito and I rated like I always do.



*sigh* Well thats the nature of an idiot.

04:49 Feb 20 2008
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Vote for me please. *puppy dog eyes*

21:28 Feb 19 2008
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*sigh*



People are fucktards. Let me clarify the situation. This is why I rated a certain someone a 1.







That is what she gave me after I asserted my power as an Admin on another site. Isn't that mature of a Coven Master and Acolyte to do?



I didn't post it in my journal yesterday because I didn't give a shit. I only rated her a 1 today because she showed her ass again and decided to show what type of dumb ass she really is. And if you read my profile you would see that is the only reason I will give a 1 out.





As for calling me a liar. You don't fucking know me, you don't live with me, and you sure the fuck don't know how to read. If you knew me you would know I do know how to speak French. I had to learn it growing up so I could communicate with my grandfather who raised me. I rarely speak it anymore since he passed away. I do however still know how to speak it. So as for calling me a liar.....



Do us all a favor and just shut up.

06:31 Feb 19 2008
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Well that bath was a good idea. I feel a lot better and re-energized. I have a lot of work to do.





Hope I can finish it all.

22:46 Feb 18 2008
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I really wish that there was a way to just block certain people from actually seeing your journal.



I don't care for certain people that like to start drama and other shit to just come by and assume shit out of my journal.



Its really fucking pathetic and should be stopped.



Period.

20:00 Feb 18 2008
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Well this is something that I really don't usually do but I felt that it was needed. I can guarantee that I know exactly why this happened oh and I don't give 2 shits. Why? Because quite frankly I'm getting a bit burned out on this site. I don't really do anything during the day. I used to care and want to get to sire with the hopes of running my own coven. That is gone. Not because I don't want to make my mark, but because I have just too much responsibility other places. I am not talking about another site that many members here frequent is pulling me down. I am also a moderator on another forum elsewhere. Not to mention in the game I play I am second in command of my guild. A guild that is the training guild for the best guild on the server. That consumes a lot of my time. I am happy with how things are for me now. I love being an Acolyte, I love House Eternal, and I love having a lot on my plate. I know my limits though. I would not be able to focus on a coven and deal with the other things I do in my online time.



Oh and meh...No sleep and I don't feel all too hot.

13:28 Feb 18 2008
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I have been ordered a break from codes and graphics for a total of 5 hours today.



My honey wants me to take a break and focus on something else. I can understand why, but I don't like it.



I guess this means I actually have to start a hobby or something. lol Knowing me I'll open a book and just read for a while.



Plus it will be better for me if I was just to chill out.

09:03 Feb 18 2008
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This is a message that was sent to me on another site I am on. I always get idiots sending me messages but I decided to indulge this special one. Mind you, I was in a bad mood.(halothegothprincess is me)

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NUTTERBUTTER wrote:

hey bby thanxs 4 addin me.=]=]

wanna have sum fun?



halothegothprincess wrote:

Unless it involves me tying you down and letting my husband sodomize you I doubt you want to have fun.





NUTTERBUTTER wrote:

mmm sounds gewd wat would me and u do?

i'd love to be tied up while u ride my cocl.=]=]

9 inchs bby.





halothegothprincess wrote:

Obviously judging by your stupidity and lack of grammar you didn't get the message. I don't want to have fun with you. I have someone and don't need some asshat like you.



So again unless you want me to shove a dildo up your ass with no lube, fuck off.

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^_^

07:37 Feb 18 2008
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I swear I will kill the techs at Verizon if they don't fix my internet tomorrow.



I am done with all of this shit. I have something I need to run and I can't even do that.

18:18 Feb 17 2008
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I will be starting my research for that Member Article I am writing.



I hope I can get it approved. I think the topic I came up with was a great one.



*sigh* Lets hope so.

06:15 Feb 17 2008
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*sigh*



I really hope that those internet people can fix the problem.



I'm really behind on what I wanted to get done this week.

03:28 Feb 17 2008
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O.O



I step away from my computer for a bit and when I come back the shit hit the fan...



I just can't believe I missed all of this. Anyone willing to give a full synopsis of what happened? I'm curious.



^_^





Oh and I hate my mother just a bit now.

23:36 Feb 16 2008
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I feel like transferring my heartburn to flame breath. I will start by breathing on the idiots that can't get a fucking clue...



Admins don't give 2 shits about you unless you fuck with them. Also commenting a journal isn't abusing power.



But that is the nature of a fucktard for you.



Anyone want their helmets now?

20:45 Feb 16 2008
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Guess what?



Verizon has to rewire the entire apartment...There is an issue with the wiring and they have to fix it by rewiring the entire apartment.



Thank god the neighbors don't have their network locked. hehe

Minors
06:47 Feb 16 2008
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After reading a journal entry I got a bit irked at something I saw. Not in the journal itself, but in the comments.



Minors are not more gullible to things than an adult. Especially on this site. There are plenty of minors on here that have more common sense and smarts than some of the adults on here.



Minors are just classified as that because of their age. Is someone that is having their 18th birthday tomorrow gullible and naive that day, but the moment that clock hits midnight and they are an adult they are all of a sudden responsible and full of sense? Doubtful. Just because someone is underage does NOT make them stupid or naive. They just were raised right. Same goes for adults. I have seen some pretty stupid and naive adults on this site, does that mean just because they are over the age of 18 they are smarter. Not a chance.



Yes sometimes these 15-16 year olds don't think about what they are doing when they do it. That doesn't mean they are more gullible than a adult. It just means they had a temporary lapse of judgment. What the "adult" does with that is another story.



We aren't here to protect the minors, that is the parents job. We are here to cover our own ass.



[/rant]

04:39 Feb 16 2008
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*sigh*



I'm really tired for some reason. I have some more work to get done but my internet isn't really stable for me to do it.



meh

19:56 Feb 15 2008
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Your Status: Iconoclast (Level 26)



You have completed 57% of this level.



Pages Viewed Score: 27 x .30 = 8.1

Time Spent Score: 28 x .50 = 14

Ratings Score: 16 x .10 = 1.6

Posts Score: 16 x .10 = 1.6

Score: 25.3

Referral Points: 0

Referral Modifier: 1

Mark Bonus: 5%

Mark Modifier: 1.05

Total Score: 25.3





Ratings Score: 16 ( 4334 of 15414 or 28.12% )





All I have to do now to get Sire is rate.



-.-

20:41 Feb 14 2008
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Wootage.



My internet has been fixed. The guy came out and apparently there was an issue with the wires. We may have a slower upload speed, but its better than nothing.



^_^

19:33 Feb 14 2008
Times Read: 1,222

I fucking hate working with Nav boxes...





-.-

18:30 Feb 14 2008
Times Read: 1,225

Your Status: Iconoclast (Level 26)



You have completed 4% of this level.



Pages Viewed Score: 27 x .30 = 8.1

Time Spent Score: 27 x .50 = 13.5

Ratings Score: 16 x .10 = 1.6

Posts Score: 16 x .10 = 1.6

Score: 24.8

Referral Points: 0

Referral Modifier: 1

Mark Bonus: 5%

Mark Modifier: 1.05

Total Score: 24.8





Ratings Score: 16 ( 4320 of 15399 or 28.05% )





Woot, I should be getting another 50% today or tomorrow.

07:35 Feb 14 2008
Times Read: 1,230






My valentine to everyone...

04:39 Feb 14 2008
Times Read: 1,233

*sigh*



I am in need of some good bebah action.



I have my own, but it isn't the same...



*another le sigh*

01:31 Feb 14 2008
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So yay I get to send Verizon a bill for keeping me from working.



And we still haven't had someone help us. They told us that someone will be coming out tomorrow to fix the issue.



WOOT A steady internet connection.

23:19 Feb 13 2008
Times Read: 1,242

For some reason I'm sweating a lot..



Don't know why and I can bet you didn't want to know either.



Meh

20:00 Feb 13 2008
Times Read: 1,246

-.-



So today I should hit level 26...yipee...



My oatmeal smells like popcorn..



And our phone got shut off.

07:11 Feb 13 2008
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I just feel so blah..



I want to do some graphics but I don't have any ideas..



meh



-.-

23:40 Feb 12 2008
Times Read: 1,286

Everyone should go vote on this.







Please

21:14 Feb 12 2008
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Just answered this gem. Mind you this is a Coven Master.



That test, I swear we need one....

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Member: XXmadvampgoddessXX

Subject: favors

Date: Feb 12 2008



Question: where at can i find how to earn favors

19:26 Feb 12 2008
Times Read: 1,317

Man I am so stupid.



I look at my last ten page and all of a sudden people like flock to the damn thing.



I almost thought I was in trouble with who came and took a look.



Then I saw my name in the vamp box.....



O.O

08:08 Feb 12 2008
Times Read: 1,320

"The best empathy is apathy. And I have neither."



Those describe my thoughts on people the best way possible.



Mind you I am also very helpful and nice. I just have problems with people in general.



Probably why on here I don't add people to my friends list that much. I have 22 people on my friends list. 2 of those are my profiles....so thats a total of 20 people I have added to my friends list.



I'm on 73 lists...before changing my name I was on over a 100 lists.



What is my point? I don't really like people. I will converse, I may add a new person to the friends list here and there but I don't like when people add me. Yeah I know they have the ability to do so, but I don't like people...



Oh and for those that don't know the reasons why I don't like people here they are. I am both Anti-social and have Agoraphobia.....I have the papers to prove it too.

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A little background on my problems with people



Anti-Social



Antisocial personality disorder (APD) is a mental disorder defined by the American Psychiatric Association's Diagnostic and Statistical Manual: "The essential feature for the diagnosis is a pervasive pattern of disregard for, and violation of, the rights of others that begins in childhood or early adolescence and continues into adulthood."[1] Considered essential features of the disorder are deceit and manipulation. Therefore it is essential in making the diagnosis to collect material from sources other than the individual being diagnosed. Also, the individual must be age 18 or older as well as have a documented history of a conduct disorder before the age of 15.[1]



Antisocial personality disorder is negatively correlated with all DSM-IV Axis I disorders except substance abuse disorders. Antisocial personality disorder is most strongly correlated with psychopathy as measured on the Psychopathy Checklist-Revised.[citation needed] The official stance of the American Psychiatric Association as presented in the DSM-IV-TR is that psychopathy and sociopathy are obsolete synonyms for antisocial personality disorder. The World Health Organization takes a similar stance in its ICD-10 by referring to psychopathy, sociopathy, antisocial personality, asocial personality, and amoral personality as synonyms for dissocial personality disorder.



Agoraphobia



Agoraphobia is an anxiety disorder precipitated by the fear of having a panic attack in a setting from which there is no easy means of escape. As a result, sufferers of agoraphobia may avoid public and/or unfamiliar places. In severe cases, the sufferer may become confined to their home, experiencing difficulty traveling from this "safe place."



Agoraphobia is a condition where the sufferer becomes anxious in environments that are unfamiliar or where he or she perceives that they have little control. Triggers for this anxiety may include crowds, wide open spaces or traveling, even short distances. This anxiety is often compounded by a fear of social embarrassment, as the agoraphobic fears the onset of a panic attack and appearing distraught in public.[1]



Agoraphobics may experience panic attacks in situations where they feel trapped, insecure, out of control or too far from their personal comfort zone. In severe cases, an agoraphobic may be confined to his or her home. [2] Many people with agoraphobia are comfortable seeing visitors in a defined space they feel they can control. Such people may live for years without leaving their homes, while happily seeing visitors in and working from their personal safety zones. If the agoraphobic leaves his or her safety zone, they may experience a panic attack.



Both were taken from Wikipedia.



Oh and I used to have a drug problem..

05:45 Feb 12 2008
Times Read: 1,315

Expect some sad depressing art and journal entries for the next day or so.



Too many memories for me today. I usually stay hidden during this day and I hope I can do that....

04:17 Feb 12 2008
Times Read: 1,343

Last 10 Vampire Rave members to view your Profile:





Profile for darkstar1811

darkstar1811

Feb 11 2008 - 20:38:51

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Go somewhere else you dumb fuck. I told you to stop bothering me. I don't give a fuck who you are and trust me I really don't care......



Oh and there is nothing that interesting on my page. Would you like me to put a nice little game for you as you seem to like visiting so damn much.

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On another note.....Sloppy Joes aren't that good when you aren't 10 years old.

01:30 Feb 12 2008
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So I have started to think about if I want my own coven at Sire or not.



With almost 60 societies around right now I feel thats just a bit too many. Plus with all the crap that goes on between covens...ick.



Now here is the other side of it. I love the House I'm in now and don't want to leave either. But I do at some point want to "run" things. I know I would be a great CM but would I be able to pull off the coven I have in mind with so many covens around?



Meh.. I'll figure it out sooner or later.

23:56 Feb 11 2008
Times Read: 1,346

Ok so yesterday we made 3 calls to Verizon to find out what the hell is wrong with our internet.



The first guy said there wasn't anything wrong and that if it happened to call back. I called back an hour later.



The second guy tries to tell us that we need a new modem. We had one in a box that was sent to us back in August that we hadn't opened. We hooked that one up and about 2 hours later the same thing happened as before.



The third guy said that someone would come out to take a look at things today. That guy never showed up.



The forth guy "disconnected" while we were on hold.



The fifth guy....well I'll give the best report when we get off the phone with him.





I just want my fucking internet to work right. Not cut out every 30 minutes or so.

06:34 Feb 11 2008
Times Read: 1,355

I'm going to KILL verizon.



I was going to enter another poem for the contest but because my damn internet was acting up I couldn't log on.



:'(





*grumble grumble*



Guess I'm just going to have to go without.

02:01 Feb 11 2008
Times Read: 1,362

I really hate it when someone just posts in a thread, "Never heard of them"



It doesn't add anything to the discussion but another post making it that much closer to closing. I got so sick of it that I closed my own thread down because it has ran its course and no one was actually contributing to it.



I give up on the forum. If I didn't have to get the posts for my level then I wouldn't be there. I would be sticking to other things.

01:48 Feb 11 2008
Times Read: 1,363

So I was randomly reading through the forum and saw a call for a contest of sorts.



Its the Gothic Cheese logo contest. I think it is a great idea and I totally submitted a logo already.



I have a few more ideas that I want to use when my internet isn't on the fritz.



Which BTW we are now on the phone for the third time tonight about the internet. Luckily I can piggy back off the neighbor. ^_^

22:57 Feb 10 2008
Times Read: 1,373

Some people I swear shouldn't be allowed a computer. Oh and I swear, if someone that isn't as computer smart as me had answered this they would have torn their brains out their nose with this.



(bottom up)

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ok



On 16:48:37 Feb 10 2008 (-6 GMT) Abstract wrote:



Well if you are having a connection problem then its not a site problem. You need to make sure your internet works right and make sure you don't have a virus on your computer.



Try running a virus scan. You may have a key logger virus and that could be your problem.



On 16:44:02 Feb 10 2008 (-6 GMT) wayne wrote:



ok whatever im about done



On 16:43:13 Feb 10 2008 (-6 GMT) Abstract wrote:



Well then you might have a connection issue.



It isn't a site problem



On 16:42:33 Feb 10 2008 (-6 GMT) wayne wrote:



that one keeps timing out on me i tried it and it just timed out every time ive used it



On 16:41:15 Feb 10 2008 (-6 GMT) Abstract wrote:



Go to http://www.mozilla.com/en-US/ and download Firefox. It is the best browser to use for this site.



On 16:29:11 Feb 10 2008 (-6 GMT) wayne wrote:



i have internet explorer and some times it tell me that this site is nnot supported by IE



On 16:22:34 Feb 10 2008 (-6 GMT) Abstract wrote:



Microsoft isn't a browser, it is an operating system.



Browsers include Internet Explorer, Mozilla Firefox(which is recommended to use on here) AOL, and Sunbrowser.







On 16:20:55 Feb 10 2008 (-6 GMT) wayne wrote:



i find that i always have reset my browser back to microsoft



On 16:19:50 Feb 10 2008 (-6 GMT) Abstract wrote:



Hit ctrl+alt+delete hit the processes tab and scan through it and see if there are any processes being run by the owner of the computer that shouldn't be running.



You can also go to setup and type in msconfig. and it should help it too.



On 16:11:39 Feb 10 2008 (-6 GMT) wayne wrote:



would re-programming my pc do anything to help i dont want to do that its a 6 hr process for me



On 16:10:25 Feb 10 2008 (-6 GMT) Abstract wrote:



Try checking your processes. When a computer tries to load something like logging in it tends to use more of your cpu and if you are running too many processes it can hinder that.



On 16:06:56 Feb 10 2008 (-6 GMT) wayne wrote:



i am using my normal one thats yahoo never had a problem till just recently



On 16:05:15 Feb 10 2008 (-6 GMT) Abstract wrote:



Well maybe you are using a proxy server to connect. That could hinder logging on. Also if you are running too many processes that can also do it.



On 16:04:22 Feb 10 2008 (-6 GMT) wayne wrote:



it seems to work when i do get in so i dont think thats the prob



On 16:03:10 Feb 10 2008 (-6 GMT) Abstract wrote:



Have you made sure your password wasn't reset? Also the site sometimes gets laggy so it is hard to load pages.



WARNING! This message is from a Vampire Rave Acolyte. Acolyte's are regular Vampire Rave members who have agreed to assist newer Vampire Rave members. As such, the information they provide may not always be 100% accurate.



If an Acolyte treats you in what you feel to be an inappropriate manner, please report the situation to Cancer. Do not delete messages you have received from the Acolyte.



On Feb 10 2008 you submitted the following request for help:



Subject: logging on



Question: about 90% of the time i cant even log on



and i just finished paying for a 2 yr pm

22:42 Feb 10 2008
Times Read: 1,372

So we are now off the phone for the second time today with verizon...



I hate them even more.



That is all.

18:11 Feb 10 2008
Times Read: 1,381

Stupid people need to be beaten with a stick.



Maybe it will knock sense into them.

09:11 Feb 10 2008
Times Read: 1,384

Ok, I'm really that tired that I didn't think to put that prior entry in the right section. It made my 300th entry to the webby goodness.



Oh and I have a new rule. I'm not going to answer any more Acolyte questions after 2 am. I'm way too tired to deal with the people and don't feel like breaking down simplistic things for them.



I will make exceptions, like if its something genuinely hard to find on this site. But asking about leveling I'm just going to forgo answering it.



Too tired, too crunchy, and just too apathetic.

09:01 Feb 10 2008
Times Read: 1,385

*looks at the clock*



It is 4 am..I haven't been sleeping well the last week. I can feel its taking a toll on things with me.



I think tomorrow I'm going to take it easy.



NO FORCING COFFEE INTO ME



If I need to lay down I will.

01:50 Feb 10 2008
Times Read: 1,396

I find comfort in the fact that the ninja light saber wielding Dominar is cleaning thing up right now.



It makes me warm and fuzzy inside.

21:58 Feb 09 2008
Times Read: 1,401

-.-



I really hate when I go to the forum to look for a thread that was started last night, (Password Reset thread) so that I can give someone a link to it to have them know what happened and the fucking thing is on the 5th page.



Threads that haven't been posted in since DECEMBER are being moved to the top with one line responses that have almost no merit or discussion value to them. Not 3 hours ago that thread I was looking for was on the first page. I only noticed that it was happening because a thread I started back a month or so ago got moved to the top thread.



Honestly if I was a Dominar I would be all over that like a fat kid on some cake. But I'm not, so I'm going to just rant like the whiny person I am.



*saves link to that thread for future reference*

18:22 Feb 09 2008
Times Read: 1,421

This is really random, but woot I broke 10,000 favor.

07:51 Feb 09 2008
Times Read: 1,441

I want to know how the fuck someone is stalking me when I have had stalking turned off since I changed my name.



-.-



I turned that off along with biting and I log on to someone stalking me....Hmmmm

04:40 Feb 09 2008
Times Read: 1,452

This is for the zoo... I guess its a sort of a protection stamp thingy.







I just think it is awesome.

04:27 Feb 09 2008
Times Read: 1,456

I was just listening to Fiddle and Drum by A Perfect Circle and I didn't realize how much of a beautiful resonance he has with his voice alone.



It is just amazing. I'll have to add that song to my mp3 player so I can listen to it in bed.

02:42 Feb 09 2008
Times Read: 1,475

NO ONE WAS HACKED



If you are unaware in order to reset a password all you know is the screen name of the person. They just have to type the screen name and hit "forgot password?" and move on.



I know this only because I have forgot my password in the past and had to do this. Who ever did this just sat there and typed in those names over and over.



For the record your screen name on here and anyone floating around on this site can nab it. As Cancer has stated "No one was hacked, someone just abused an already existing page."

02:02 Feb 09 2008
Times Read: 1,472

The otter made this in light of the recent events.







I just love it. ^_^

01:22 Feb 09 2008
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This is one of those times I wish I was a Dominar.



That way I can go back and edit my post so that it is bigger and easier to read.



Oh and so that I can tell people that certain posts should be in your journal.



*wishes*

01:10 Feb 09 2008
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Nothing like a dinner and a show.



This whole password thing proves one thing. People can not read.



If they had read they would have known what was going on and wouldn't have made such a big deal of it.



Also shows a lack of common sense. If a lot of people have to wait on a new email, what makes you think it is going to get to you super fast?



Dur dur duuuuuuuuuuuuur

23:35 Feb 08 2008
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Something doesn't sit right with me on this password thing.



From what I have seen it is a lot of Admins, sires, and other high leveled members that are getting hit.



I'm only saying this because my second account is only level 12 and hasn't gotten hit, but mine and my finacee both got hit and we are Acolytes.



Also from reading the thread it looks like a few higher ups got it.

22:22 Feb 08 2008
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Did anyone else just get their passwords reset?



I know somehow mine was and I just answered an Acolyte question about the same thing.





-.-

16:48 Feb 08 2008
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It is way too early for me to read drama...



*yawns* I think I'm going to just sit back and enjoy the coffee..

16:20 Feb 08 2008
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Something is really odd. I checked my last ten and there was only one new person that had look at my page from last night.



I go to my See whos rated you page and I see 2 new rates. One person had rated me, but somehow never went to my page.





Not to mention the stamped me with something stupid and gave me a 1. I don't mind getting a one, when I know why the hell they did that. They didn't give any reason....



hmmm





*edit*

After doing a quick check, apparently this person has been giving out a bunch of 1's. I wonder who she is, and what the hell her problem is.



VampyreKuts....she is really ruffling some feathers today.



meh

08:26 Feb 08 2008
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OMG I did something I don't normally do.



I gave a whelp profile a 10. And it didn't have the best information on it. Why did I give it a 10 you ask?



Because its one of Johns friends that I recognized from one of her pictures she had up. I showed him it and he was happy she came here.



So yes, I do sometimes break my rules for friends. ^_^

02:37 Feb 08 2008
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Nothing like making some graphics, eating some Ben and Jerry's half baked ice cream, and listening to music to make a good night.



Except for brain freeze.....

01:41 Feb 08 2008
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What the hell is with these covens claiming members before they get to level 5?



That sort of takes away the purpose of waiting until level 5 to see where you go. I think its just greedy of those covens. If I had the ability to induct and I saw someone that had a decent profile I don't care if it has a little picture saying that that person is taken already I would grab them. Why? Because that is how this site works. Forced inductions. If you really want a member message them and let your ACM's to keep a watch for that person to hit that level and pray that you are ninja enough to grab them. If you want them that badly and someone else gets them then trade for them.



Meh...more ranting for no reason on my end....

00:51 Feb 08 2008
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Well I submitted my only decent poem for the Valentines Day contest. ^_^



I also am now rocking out to the music I have on my profile. Its so happy and bouncy.



Oh and I had Toxic Hell for dinner. That was a nice treat, we had a spare 20 bucks so it was that for dinner and we are going to go get some ice cream later.



His tax return will hit the bank sometime tomorrow, so that helps out a lot. I haven't filed mine yet because I still don't have one W-2 form. Well I'm missing 2 of them, but the other one they sent it out already. It just got sent to my old place and that house is gone now because of a fire. So I'm waiting for my mom to get it to me. Good thing she works for that company. Plus taxes are harder for me to do because I have to claim as a business owner. *grumbles about modeling taxes*



And this is a personal note. *register to vote in this county*



Damn this entry makes absolutely no sense.



Sounds like me.

18:37 Feb 07 2008
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I think I might add some more music to the playlist on my profile later today. I was getting tired when I made it last night.

17:09 Feb 07 2008
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Well last night I changed my profile up a lot.



Total overhaul.



Plus the whole background and everything is made by me. Took me about 5 hours to do completely.



^_^

06:41 Feb 07 2008
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This is my new message I'm going to start sending people when they try to hit on me.

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Well since you can't read my profile (insert name here) I am now blocking you and sending this on to my finacee to deal with it. And he doesn't like when people disrespect me.



Oh and this is what he looks like.





Have fun!

---

I have it all saved for quick retrieval. That way I don't have to deal with people anymore. Isn't my teddy so cute?

06:25 Feb 06 2008
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Tonight has been really interesting. Took a late nap, which didn't help me at all, ate a nice dinner, and hung out with a friend.



Even though I took a nap a few hours ago, I'm already tired again. I think I'm going to have to get that fixed soon. I need to be able to stay awake longer with no issues. Coffee just doesn't cut it for me. I need like massive stuff to keep me awake.



-.-



And not to mention when I yawn my jaw pops and it feels funny.

05:28 Feb 06 2008
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Your Status: Destroyer (Level 25)



You have completed 94% of this level.



Pages Viewed Score: 27 x .30 = 8.1

Time Spent Score: 27 x .50 = 13.5

Ratings Score: 15 x .10 = 1.5

Posts Score: 16 x .10 = 1.6

Score: 24.7

Referral Points: 0

Referral Modifier: 1

Mark Bonus: 5%

Mark Modifier: 1.05

Total Score: 24.7





Ratings Score: 15 ( 4131 of 15452 or 26.73% )





I'm getting there. I swear when I'm not so lazy I'll rate a bit more.

08:00 Feb 05 2008
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*gets out her little stand*



Ok this is something that gets me. A lot of adults on this site bitch and moan about "emo teens" that complain about how their life is so bad and they only say that to get attention.



I can dig that it can get annoying, but have you lived a day in their shoes? You haven't. Some teens do have it bad.



Yes I complained when I was a teen that life was unfair, want to know why? I was 16 living on my own, had already been pregnant once as a result of my rape, and had a drug problem.



Life was, and continues to be unfair to me. I'm still a teenager, I tend to be depressed a lot, and I state that fact on my profile.



Does this make me emo? Or does it just prove that I have enough sense in my head to be on a higher level than these "emos"?



*kicks the stand in the corner*

06:47 Feb 05 2008
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I'm a sad panda.



My headphones gave me a blister inside my ear.



T_T



Now I can't listen to my music.

04:40 Feb 05 2008
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I have now removed certain pictures that I had in my portfolio.



I am sick and fucking tired of idiots not being able to read.



Those pictures are going to stay down. If you want to see them that damn bad go to my personal website that is on my profile. Don't fucking bother me about them.

01:34 Feb 05 2008
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Added something really cool to my page.



^_^

22:23 Feb 04 2008
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Some kids need a good old fashioned ass whooping.



That is all.

18:25 Feb 04 2008
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Woot



That page I have been working on looks awesome.



I just need to get some more pictures from a few peoples portfolios and it will be done.

07:03 Feb 04 2008
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Here is something that really irks me.



People down talking me because of my age and my sex. I don't give 2 shits if you are older and wiser, I'm not a dumb fuck. I'm actually very intelligent and just because I don't do something a certain way doesn't mean I'm stupid.



It means I'm a fucking INDIVIDUAL.

01:16 Feb 04 2008
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*blush*



I was just trying to help.

21:28 Feb 03 2008
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Why the hell is DA so damn hard to figure out.



Its almost like them grits this morning.

18:52 Feb 03 2008
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I got really sick of the messages about that headband.



I should have known something like that would happen.





Made a new avatar thats really cool looking. I hope this one gets less attention.

04:46 Feb 03 2008
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I need a new hobby.





The whole me making fun of idiots is losing its appeal. I think maybe I need new idiots to make fun of.





Hmm

I wonder...
03:42 Feb 03 2008
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Well I'm now naked, all steamy, and wet all over. Who wants to come over? I promise I'm clean, and all relaxed too. So? Any takers?









You pervs...I'm just out of the shower and just want to listen to music. :P





(I just want to see how many people will come and look)

21:10 Feb 02 2008
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You know what I hate?



Animated backgrounds. What the hell are these people thinking when they put a background that moves and flashes with pictures that sparkle and glitter on top of that moving background. Doesn't make sense to me?



I can dig some animations here and there, but your whole page doesn't have to move. I have seen some backgrounds that are animated that are good. (like my portfolio). But its just a quick flash every so often, not constant moving.

16:19 Feb 02 2008
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Woot more research already done. I'm hoping to finish that page today and get working on the next one.



I've only been up for an hour and I have already done so much.





I think its time for coffee.

06:01 Feb 02 2008
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Ok so I'm not so much a hard ass as others, but that is because I am a decent person. I did go back and give one of the people that rated me a 1 in return a higher rate. Why? Because I am a nice person. They may have been a bit irrational and gave me a 1 in return, but as a human being I am too kind for things like that. (hence why I don't normally give out 1's to people)



I didn't give that person a 10 either, it wasn't deserved. They know what I gave them. If they choose to divulge that information that is up to them. Same as if they choose to unblock me. I never blocked them, I simply screen shot the rate and put it in my journal for my own record. Not to dis anyone, but to laugh to myself about the whole thing. That person has since came back and given me another rate of a ten. I didn't ask for it, I wasn't expecting it, but it happened.



This proves one thing, being kind does have some advantages. Not like I care about my page like that, I'd rather someone read my page and take something worthwhile from it then go "Damn she has an awesome profile".



Oh and to all that made a big thing about the whole thing I have a few words that I have learned to live by.



C'est la vie.

05:04 Feb 02 2008
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After reading one account of this past week I feel that I should add my thoughts about the whole week.



To start off when I heard the idea I thought it was a great one. Why, you may ask. Not a week goes by with me on this site do I get at least one message asking me if I'm single and if I would cyber with someone. The point of the experiment was to see who read. If those males that message me about me being single read my page, they would have gotten their answer. I have on my profile a total of 6 times that I am engaged. I also have it in my portfolio once. Instead people don't look at the words, but assume what they want. I was hoping that this experiment would help people start to read a bit more on the site. I was horribly wrong. Instead I saw people lying, going against previous stated things, and cyber threats like nothing. If I didn't love this site so much, I would have left just because of the pettiness that I saw.



I will take each account that I witnessed, into my own perspective here.



The first one was from my former Coven Master. For those that don't know, part of the reason I joined the site was to be in that particular coven. I remember while in that coven bringing up the factor of coven status one day and I was told it didn't matter to him. He wanted a family aspect. Then in the 4th thread relating to the experiment he was bitching about his covens status. To me that is hypocrisy. If you say you don't care about it, why when people are saying they are going to rate ones, do you start to care? Also why did it take almost 4 days for you to respond, when it took your very own ACM only a few hours?



The next account I will take into perspective is how many people I rated. I rated a total of 35 people. I got a revenge rating of a 1 from only 2 of them. I received messages from about 10 of them either asking for a rerate, or politely asking why I gave them a one. For those that didn't know, I directed them to the right places and afterwards they understood and thought it was a good idea. The rest never did anything back. One plus from this is I rated 2 members that were aware of what was going on. They politely asked for the rerate and then we continued to start a conversation. I have now made 2 friends that I would have not spoken to if I had not rated them a one.



The next thing I would like to take into effect is the fact that once something was posted in anyones journal about the experiment people flocked to that entry. But if something that isn't dramatic was posted it was overlooked. Thus proving that many members on this site care more about the drama then anything else. What does this say to me about the site? It says that many people have lost sight of the main purpose of this site, which is to catalog every occurrence of vampires throughout history.



Overall I'm glad I participated. As it is now 12:01 and officially over I am also glad it is over. Maybe now people will focus on more prominent things than what their number is on their profile.

04:04 Feb 02 2008
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I was just thinking "Why is my computer so damn slow tonight" Then I remembered I was downloading some music.



I really think I'm going to lose it. I'm trying to get information put together and stay out of the crap on here tonight. I think I'm going to need a lot of coffee to get through the night.

02:37 Feb 02 2008
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My brain hurts from the stupidity.



Make it stop someone.

01:17 Feb 02 2008
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For those that got caught lying today this is for you.









hehe

23:38 Feb 01 2008
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Hmm



I'm on the brink of throwing my computer across the room. ^_^



Oh its not because of idiots, its because of what I'm working on. Its pissing me off.

05:10 Feb 01 2008
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Me thinks there is a glitch with the Feb links.



Hmmm



My background looks a bit funny too.

05:07 Feb 01 2008
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00:57 Feb 01 2008
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Ya know whats funny. So far in this whole experiment I have gotten all of 2 rates that are a 1. All the rest have been 10's.



Oh and to be even more funny, I have rated about 30 people a 1 now. So 2 out of 30 have give me a 1.



Makes me think.